The room that I died in wasn’t mine

• The room that I died in wasn’t mine

May 25, 2026

by ALINAFE EMMANUEL WILSON MUMBA

The room that I died in wasn’t mine

the room I died in wasn’t mine

it was shared 

by me and my brother

it wasn’t right that

he had to feel what 

grey was and is

black and white 

dark and light 

met in the middle

sometimes one more than the other 

but both present 

during a time when hard growth had to happen

was loose so I had to tighten up 

to move on

it wouldn’t be bad 

if it was the same for him

and he came out the other side 

smiling because he’s still alive

and he made it through

hoping for growth in you

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

ALINAFE EMMANUEL WILSON MUMBA is a self-taught visual artist and writer currently based in Lusaka, Zambia. From an early age, Mumba gravitated toward creative expression, resisting traditional boundaries—both literally and figuratively. As a child who refused to colour inside the lines, Mumba developed an artistic voice rooted in bold defiance and expressive freedom. His work explores a chaotic yet compelling duality, embracing mismatched colour, skewed proportions, and disjointed compositions that come together in unexpected harmony. Mumba’s process is deeply intuitive and erratic, producing vivid, sometimes unsettling pieces that reflect fleeting, twisted flashes of thought rendered in bright, arresting colour. Through both visual and written mediums, he continues to challenge structure, embracing the beauty in disorder and the authenticity in imperfection.

*Cover Image by Cottonbro